This post is about my journey to self-improvement. I am all about loving yourself where you're at, and encourage everyone to love themselves despite "flaws" or insecurities. I used to think that if I had flaws that I couldn't love myself. I was obsessed with becoming better so that I could finally be happy and love myself. I have slowly and painfully learned that I will never be perfect. There will always be someone skinnier, or better looking, or healthier than me. But that doesn't mean I can't love myself! In fact, I'm figuring out that I don't even have to accept loving myself despite my flaws, I can love myself with my flaws.
That being said, I am still absolutely on a journey of self-improvement. This year I've set some goals. Goals like take better care of my teeth and try to whiten them if I can. I also want to get better control of my physical health and my hormones. I have battled depression and anxiety for the majority of my life, and I know that diet and exercise can drastically lower the level to which these things affect me. So far, I've done pretty well on the tooth front. They are well on their way to being the pearly whites I've always dreamed of, and my gums are...I don't know...gummy?? However gums are supposed to be, they're totally doing that.
I know it's been over a year since I wrote about, or even genuinely tried to eat healthy. However, I have recently been having some pretty major health issues. My back and shoulder have been causing me pain, and I have a referral for a physical therapist that I'll be setting an appointment with as soon as I can. Since I work full time on my feet and can't exactly take time off until it gets better. But it's not all bad! It has inspired me to get healthy and start taking better care of myself. I may even start working out (try to contain your gasps of surprise).
I'll take pride in the things that I improve in and accomplish, and forgive myself when I fall short. That's my most important goal for this year, and I hope you do the same!
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4/17/2016
1/04/2016
Another New Year
A lot has happened since I last wrote! I quit my job due to a Horrible Boss, got mixed up in an on-again-off-again relationship, and got to celebrate the engagement of my older brother! It's been kind of a crazy last few months but I am so grateful for the experiences and for the people that have been there with me through everything.
I now work for a company called HMSHost, but more specifically Burger King. It's definitely not my dream job, but it'll pay the bills until I can do what I really want. Dreams don't happen overnight, and they don't happen at all unless you work for them. So I'm putting in my time until my dream can become a reality.
I also discovered I have a terrible addiction. Of the Nacho variety. In the last month, I've probably had 25 plates of nachos. I should feel shame, but the savory, delicious memory keeps it at bay.
It's a simple recipe.
Blue Corn Tortilla Chips, Refried Beans, Rotisserie Chicken, Cheddar Cheese, Tomatoes and Lettuce (optional), and plenty of Sour Cream and/or Guacamole. I'm getting hungry just thinking about it!
I've never felt the kind of anticipation and anxious, nervous hope about a year that I do about 2016. I really hope this is one of the good years and that things start going my way. I hope the same for all of you.
Until next time.
I now work for a company called HMSHost, but more specifically Burger King. It's definitely not my dream job, but it'll pay the bills until I can do what I really want. Dreams don't happen overnight, and they don't happen at all unless you work for them. So I'm putting in my time until my dream can become a reality.
I also discovered I have a terrible addiction. Of the Nacho variety. In the last month, I've probably had 25 plates of nachos. I should feel shame, but the savory, delicious memory keeps it at bay.
It's a simple recipe.
Blue Corn Tortilla Chips, Refried Beans, Rotisserie Chicken, Cheddar Cheese, Tomatoes and Lettuce (optional), and plenty of Sour Cream and/or Guacamole. I'm getting hungry just thinking about it!
I've never felt the kind of anticipation and anxious, nervous hope about a year that I do about 2016. I really hope this is one of the good years and that things start going my way. I hope the same for all of you.
Until next time.
12/10/2014
Online Dating
I have experimented with online dating a couple times, and to be honest I'm not that impressed. Then again, I'm not very serious about dating right now. I've tried Tinder, OKCupid, Zoosk, and a couple others. I've met a lot of creeps on sites like this, but I've also met some pretty cool people that I'm still friends with today. You can use apps like this to find love, lust, or just friendship. Hopefully this review will help you choose which one is best for you!
Tinder: Great for if you want to hook up. Basically, it's the one night stand app. I'm sure there are people on here genuinely looking for something more serious but it's rare.
OkCupid: If you're looking for a potential date and possibly a relationship, this one would work best. I like the layout, it's easy to use, and it's easy to find someone who matches what you want in a partner. I mean, all dating sites can be used to find hook ups, but this one is better for long term.
Zoosk: I hate this app. Hate it with a fiery passion. It's difficult to use, the options are limited, and the layout is horrible. Also the people who use this app are just....not great candidates. And another thing, it does not have the option for bisexual. This is just annoying. Did I mention I hate it?
Badoo: It was just ok. Nothing special, and very superficial.
I know there are other apps out there that might be better than the ones I reviewed, but these were the ones I spent the most time on. Good luck!
Tinder: Great for if you want to hook up. Basically, it's the one night stand app. I'm sure there are people on here genuinely looking for something more serious but it's rare.
OkCupid: If you're looking for a potential date and possibly a relationship, this one would work best. I like the layout, it's easy to use, and it's easy to find someone who matches what you want in a partner. I mean, all dating sites can be used to find hook ups, but this one is better for long term.
Zoosk: I hate this app. Hate it with a fiery passion. It's difficult to use, the options are limited, and the layout is horrible. Also the people who use this app are just....not great candidates. And another thing, it does not have the option for bisexual. This is just annoying. Did I mention I hate it?
Badoo: It was just ok. Nothing special, and very superficial.
I know there are other apps out there that might be better than the ones I reviewed, but these were the ones I spent the most time on. Good luck!
11/22/2014
First Tattoo
Today I did something I've wanted to do for a very long time. I got a tattoo! Through the years what I wanted to get has changed, but I've always known I wanted art on my skin. Since I just turned 18, my best friend Rebecca paid for me to get my first one. We decided that we wanted to get matching ones because we have been through so much together. The design I got was very small and tame compared to most tattoos, but it does have a lot of meaning for me.
It is just a small arrow (probably about 3-4 inches long) with the Greek word for "love" (αγάπη) above the arrow, and the Greek word "wisdom" (σοφία) below it.
My full name is Shannon, which is Irish for Wise River. Originally it was for the Irish Goddess Sionna, which means "possessor of wisdom." Not only that, but I also love Greek mythology, and the goddess I always loved best was Athena. Athena just so happens to be the Greek goddess of wisdom, which I found out after learning my name meaning. So it was a happy coincidence! While Rebecca's name doesn't mean love, she does have a terrible need to give and receive love. Because of that, as well as the fact that she is gorgeous, she most identifies with the Greek goddess Aphrodite.
The actual event itself really only took about 20 minutes. Which is crazy to think about since I'm going to have this until the day I die (unless my arm gets cut off, fingers crossed it doesn't). People always used to tell me, "Oh man that's going to hurt so bad!!" and "You're going to regret that later!" but honestly, neither are true. I'm very happy with how it turned out, and it didn't hurt nearly as much as I thought it would. It was kind of like getting bit by an ant or something.
If you are thinking about getting a tattoo, and not sure if you should, here's your sign! If you want it to have meaning, then sit down and really think about the design you want and sort out all the kinks (like color, placement, size). Or, maybe you just want one that looks cool and you're feeling impulsive.
I went to Under The Needle in Seattle and I was pretty pleased with the experience. If you are like me, and have led a somewhat sheltered life, it can be a little intimidating when you first walk in. But the people there were all very nice and willing to work with me to get my tattoo exactly how I wanted it. So don't be afraid to take as long as you need to work with the artist until you feel like the design is perfect. Their address is 2118 2nd Ave, Seattle, WA 98121. They do accept walk-ins, and take cash or card.
It is just a small arrow (probably about 3-4 inches long) with the Greek word for "love" (αγάπη) above the arrow, and the Greek word "wisdom" (σοφία) below it.
My full name is Shannon, which is Irish for Wise River. Originally it was for the Irish Goddess Sionna, which means "possessor of wisdom." Not only that, but I also love Greek mythology, and the goddess I always loved best was Athena. Athena just so happens to be the Greek goddess of wisdom, which I found out after learning my name meaning. So it was a happy coincidence! While Rebecca's name doesn't mean love, she does have a terrible need to give and receive love. Because of that, as well as the fact that she is gorgeous, she most identifies with the Greek goddess Aphrodite.
The actual event itself really only took about 20 minutes. Which is crazy to think about since I'm going to have this until the day I die (unless my arm gets cut off, fingers crossed it doesn't). People always used to tell me, "Oh man that's going to hurt so bad!!" and "You're going to regret that later!" but honestly, neither are true. I'm very happy with how it turned out, and it didn't hurt nearly as much as I thought it would. It was kind of like getting bit by an ant or something.
If you are thinking about getting a tattoo, and not sure if you should, here's your sign! If you want it to have meaning, then sit down and really think about the design you want and sort out all the kinks (like color, placement, size). Or, maybe you just want one that looks cool and you're feeling impulsive.
I went to Under The Needle in Seattle and I was pretty pleased with the experience. If you are like me, and have led a somewhat sheltered life, it can be a little intimidating when you first walk in. But the people there were all very nice and willing to work with me to get my tattoo exactly how I wanted it. So don't be afraid to take as long as you need to work with the artist until you feel like the design is perfect. Their address is 2118 2nd Ave, Seattle, WA 98121. They do accept walk-ins, and take cash or card.
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